Journal

Notes from the practice and the life

Essays by Raphaela on embodiment, partnership, menopause, and dancing at fifty.

September 17, 2026

The Hands That Held Us

Hands gathered in the middle of a room, resting against one another as if the center could hold a whole family in a single breath. There are hands that are still growing, hands in …

September 10, 2026

We Opened the Circle Today

There is a particular quiet that arrives when a circle opens.

July 3, 2026

Redefining Freedom on America’s 250th: Finding Freedom in Bondage: The Power of Conscious Commitment

As the United States marks 250 years since its founding this July, many of us pause to reflect on the meaning of freedom. For me, this reflection is deeply personal, rooted in fami…

May 15, 2026

Shakti Spins Takes The Crown: My Bold Sensual Win At 50

I’m still glowing, still buzzing, still letting the weekend wash over me like warm honey on skin.

April 27, 2026

From Shame to Stage At 50

Imagine a woman in her fifties, hips swaying with slow deliberate grace, hands gliding up cool metal, as her body spirals into a spin that feels both powerful and deliciously vulne…

March 2, 2026

Behind This Hat

Behind this hat, my love, a lot has happened that no one else will ever know or understand, only us, the couple behind it.

February 10, 2026

How I Married a Badass Visionary Sadhu Warrior Poet

I feel truly fortunate to have sat beside this beautiful man through seventeen birthdays amid these tangled modern days, where fewer good men seem to step up with real heart. He fe…

January 30, 2026

Five Cakes, One Life: Embracing the Decades

A little over a month ago, I had the profound honor of turning 50 .

January 16, 2026

Two Powerful Tips for Cultivating Self-Love and Opening to Receive Love, Sovereign Pearl, feminine healing, self love, yoga, online immersion, yoni egg, pelvic floor, trauma therapy, dance, meditation

As someone who’s walked this healing path through childhood wounds, relational traumas, creative blocks, and more, I’ve learned that true wholeness starts inside us. Chandler and I…

November 26, 2025

To Every Woman Who Stepped In… and Every Woman About To

I have been sitting with something all week, letting it move around within, the way meaningful experiences sometimes ask us to: slowly, gently, quietly. We just wrapped the latest …

November 19, 2025

The Process of Becoming: The Chrysilis

The process of becoming is one of life’s most mysterious, humbling, and holy

October 30, 2025

Crafting Your Crown

One of the biggest lessons I wish I’d learned earlier in life is how to truly love myself, not the polished or perfected version, but the messy, honest, in-progress one.

August 13, 2025

Sensual Embodiment: Sacred, Strong, & Sultry

This picture was taken last December when I was performing a solo dance for an intimate audience.If you had told me five years ago that I would be choreographing and performing sen…

July 11, 2025

She Thought She Was Free… Until She Finally Was

When I was a young child, my early years were full of wonder and play. I was born in San Francisco, and though my father left when I was just six months old, my mother made the cou…

May 22, 2025

The Art of Mothering and the Alchemy of Becoming

Sixteen years ago this week, I walked through the portal of motherhood which became a threshold that would forever shape my life.

August 8, 2024

Feeling Disconnected?

Are you tired of feeling disconnected from your body, your sensuality, or your spirit?

June 23, 2024

Unveiling In The Light

On this solstice weekend, as we are reminded of the importance of holding steady in the light, we should reflect on the abundance of light within each of us. This light takes many …

June 17, 2024

Honoring The Divine Masculine

Taking a moment to reflect on the inspiration of the divine masculine embodied. In a world where many men grow up without positive male role models, the presence of a dedicated fat…

April 9, 2024

Embracing the Warrior Goddess Within: A Journey to Strength and Courage

As I gaze upon the captivating image above, I'm reminded of a moment frozen in time-a testament to strength, courage, and unwavering resolve. Navarra fearlessly steps over a clear …

June 23, 2023

BrightEyes: A Tribute To Edna Fritz

Many creators, prophets and lovers of life have spoken about the power contained within the human Eye. How this is a reflection of something much more, a window, a portal into the…

March 10, 2023

Shakti & Her Many Aspects: Meeting the 12 Faces of the Divine Feminine

You may have hear the terms Shiva/Shakti. Shiva, the masculine, is awareness, the ground of being, the structure, the container within which all of creation is held and maintained,…

February 27, 2023

Surrender: A Path to Healing

While moving through our bustling modern world filled with to-do lists and personal needs, the invitation to Surrender can be a challenging thought to entertain. So many of us are …

January 29, 2023

Searching for Wholeness

“You have within you more Love than you could ever understand.”- Rumi

January 12, 2023

Cultivating Clarity & Balance with the Goddess Saraswati

A new year is upon us, filled with so much potential and possibility. With the energy of new beginnings, many of us, myself included, make lists of our hopes and dreams...but how t…

December 2, 2022

The Art of Letting Go

Inevitably we are all called to let go and give over into the unknown at some point in our lives. Yet isn't it ironic that during these darker days letting go couldn't be further d…

July 20, 2022

Feeling Is Power

As time continues to unfold in our lives, I find we have the opportunity to look back with increasing wisdom and insight, and receive clarity on past, younger versions of ourselves…

December 21, 2021

Burn The Light

The winter solstice is a day within the larger cycle of the year that has been celebrated and worshiped throughout human history. It is the invitation to go deep within oneself, j…

March 18, 2020

Psychology of Isolation

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March 17, 2020

Hunkering Down Playlists

Pandemic Peace Pill Playlist

January 10, 2020

Ganesha Series Playlists

Please enjoy the playlist from our first week of Stepping Through the Threshold.

January 7, 2020

Simple Mantras to Ganesha

Ganesh Mantras are full of energy and the power of Lord Ganesha. Reciting with genuine devotion, Ganesh Mantra gives you positive results.

January 7, 2020

Virtually Paradoxical

If you've ever considered the nature of the field we live in everyday, or if you simply love video games and want to play the greatest one ever, Tom Campbell's explanation of consc…